Happy birthday my beautiful Bella (Ninah)

So today (December 12th) would be the birthday of my beautiful Bella.

I say it would be, because as you know, she died last year.

I’m told that time heals all wounds, but that is simply bullshit. Her death was a tragic accident, but it’s one that haunts and hurts as much as the day that I found out.

I’ve returned to Kenya, but I couldn’t bring myself to visit her grave. I’m sorry darling – the pain just was and still is too much.